I am going insane

[Zwaken]

That's right. I am. I think so. But i've been acting...strange ever since school started back up. I am not joking. Seriously. Don't look for the smiley because there is no time for that. I am depresed. Someone help me.

[Was It Me?]

Yikes. Not good. Have you talked to your parents about it? Could you be a little more specific about your problem?

[Zantetzuken]

want some fun games for free like snes gba i got free games for the snes and gba on my computer will that cheer you up?

[Zwaken]

No...It's not a mental issue. I don't need material items. I just feel strange.

[Zantetzuken]

hmm...what do you mean by that explain what you feel like

[Zwaken]

I feel like when ever i try to do something or give it my all, I fail. Last year, in 7th grade, I had 3 Es at one point. I'm trying not to repeat that but I feel like I will.

[Zantetzuken]

how do you feel emotionaly when your doing all of this

[Zwaken]

I can't explain. It's a feeling I used to have when I was a kid. I felt as if something was going to happen. Like Paraniod, you know?

[Was It Me?]

I totally know what you're talking about.

[Zantetzuken]

i did a search on this i got some symptoms
* Unwillingness to forgive perceived insults
* Excessive sensitivity to setbacks
* Distrustfulness and excessive self-reliance
* Projection of blame onto others
* Consumed by anticipation of betrayal
* Combative and tenacious adherence to personal rights
* Relentlessly suspicious

[Zwaken]

Accualy some of these symtoms fit. #4 is the only one that doesn't really fit and I just may not relize it. What is it called?

[Zantetzuken]

Paranoid Personality Disorder

Paranoid personality disorder is difficult to treat, as paranoids are often extremely suspicious of medical professionals. A combination of medication and talk therapy can be effective at combating the more debilitating symptoms of this disorder.

Quick summary:
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges.

[Zwaken]

The thing is that my friends are the most valuble to me!(other than my parents) it kind of fits. by the way, since I got my mind off of the stress at school, I'm feeling better!

Oh yeah, and I dont feel suspicious about docters.

[Zantetzuken]

im glad you feel better...

[Imposter]

I used to be like that, thinking something was going to happen and being freaked out at upcoming events such as tests and band events. I found what really helped me through was the knolage (I have a feeling thats spelled wrong) that everything had worked out befor and probably would agian.

[Zwaken]

It's homework that gets me! I'm feeling a lot better so..YAY! I just hope I don't feel this way tomarrow!

[Zwaken]

By the way, don't take all the credit for making me feel better. Was It Me?was sending me Private messages the whole time! It's good to know that the people here have good hearts...

[Zantetzuken]

By the way, don't take all the credit for making me feel better. Was It Me?was sending me Private messages the whole time! It's good to know that the people here have good hearts...its private so i didn't know i'm glad both of us could help.

[Zwaken]

Was It Me ussually works behind the scenes...

[Everlast]

I know what being perinoid feels like, I am afraid of open windows, blinking lights and mirrors that are on the walls. I'm also afraid of public bathrooms.

[John Brooks]

I am going insane also! I don't know what to do, first, my printer explodes, then my brother crashes the car, and it's driving me insane!! Someone help me!! I have all of those symptoms.

[John Brooks]

I always feel as if something bad will happen, it's a terrible feling.

[John Brooks]

I feel as if my life is bad, I am very depressed, I've been taking dexidren, and another anti-depression pill, yet i still feel bad

[zetablack]

ah crud i haven't been on so long i couldn't help T_T im sorry everyone T_T

[Zwaken]

I feel as if my life is bad, I am very depressed, I've been taking dexidren, and another anti-depression pill, yet i still feel bad

Maybe...you should talk to your doctor?

[zetablack]

you could or your parents

[John Brooks]

My docter is always away, my parents don't know what it is, it's been like this for almost a decade.

[zetablack]

get info off the internet and that might help ya

[John Brooks]

get info off the internet and that might help ya

I already tried.

[jstrok7]

At Zwaken and John Brooks - I sometimes also have that problem, I'm very depressed and I think I will not succes in my life, I fell like im going to be a riff raff but, I have my solution !
I start to play my beauty guitar and after I'm over with it (After 1-2 hours), I'm not in depression anymore ! :)
(I go to 8th grade too :))

[John Brooks]

At Zwaken and John Brooks - I sometimes also have that problem, I'm very depressed and I think I will not succes in my life, I fell like im going to be a riff raff but, I have my solution !
I start to play my beauty guitar and after I'm over with it (After 1-2 hours), I'm not in depression anymore ! :)
(I go to 8th grade too :))

Um, That doesnt work 4 me

[???revived]

The best solution for depression (in my opinion) is to simply work harder in school. Never be satisfied with what you have. 100% is not satisfactory: it must be 200%, and so on and so forth. Not only is getting a good mark on a test something to be proud of, but it also entails bragging rights, if you hang out with people dumber than you...

[jstrok7]

Um, That doesnt work 4 me

I know that don't work for you (Ok, I thought before you said it), becuase you probably don't play guitar, but what I wanted to say you is that you must find something that you love and something that fill you up with satisfaction to do.
And that will make you happy and put you out of depression ! ;)

[Zwaken]

Ya, drums help me calm down. I usually play the chorus of Animate by Rush.

[blue_moon]

Ya, drums help me calm down. I usually play the chorus of Animate by Rush.

You like Rush too much. Everything in moderation.:D

[Zwaken]

I do like rush too much...But that is because they are good enough for me to become obsessed with. Just like Pocket Tanks :)

[blue_moon]

Ok, NOW I see your point. If Rush is good like Pocket Tanks, there is every reason in the world to be addicted.

[John Brooks]

I am obsessed with computers.

[jstrok7]

Well I think anyone here isn't really obsessed, just a little . ;)
@Zwaken - You play drums and like Rush,I like them too . (Yes, you saw that I don't play any of their songs but I plan to, and not only of them but many other bands . Rock & roll is the best :p) .
I would like to play guitar with you on drums Zwaken but heh, you probably live somewhere far away from Croatia . (Where do you live ?) .

[???revived]

Croatia is in the Balkans, in southeastern Europe. Just another example of the geography lacking on this continent...

[edwardpled]

That's right. I am. I think so. But i've been acting...strange ever since school started back up. I am not joking. Seriously. Don't look for the smiley because there is no time for that. I am depresed. Someone help me.





I tend to agree mostly but I still not sure I understand everything here.